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This low fuel light's been on for days......it doesn't mean anything.
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[24 Apr 2004|05:09pm] |
daddy bought me a laptop. i think hes tring to buy me happiness so i get out of my depression. hes really sweet, and will do anything for me. i just hate how he keeps wanting me to eat. im not gona. you know im not. my therapist says i will get real thin and pass out and be in the hospital. i dont care. i guess i want that to happen.
i told therapist lady i want to go to western psyche(mental place for teens). i dont think any teen ever wanted to go there. i told her id be alone. she laughed and said you liek being alone. yeah i do. people scare me. -shiver-
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you dont add me to your freinds list? fine. am i not one of your good freinds? fine. i hurt you? fine. i said i was sorry right? can i ever start over? i dont think so. maybe me leaving is for the better. i can be a whole new person, i can be whoever i want to be. i think i want a new lj name.
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BAM#^$#%
angelina jolie is a hot mother fucker
juliana hatfield is awesome
i wish thursday would come to pittsburgh again. i want to go to the plea for peace tour on saturday. CURSIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. its kc's bday. fuck yeah, i want to take her, but father might be gay. im not going to whhs next year. WOOOOO. new beginnings HOLY FUCKING YEAH.
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[15 Apr 2004|11:05pm] |
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less.
Ask me anything you want.
Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
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[15 Apr 2004|10:53pm] |
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kidnap the santa clause, throw him in a box, bury him for 90 years, then see if he still talks.
im pretty sure im going to boyce next year. i just have to get in, but my guidence teacher said shed reconmend me. she thinks id be a good person to go there, beacuse i dont fit in. i cut, and i puke. yes, thats what she told my mom. hahaha. Boyce isnt a normal highschool. its a college, but you can go there for 10th,11th,12th if you apply and the classes are all smaller. also they dont believe in homework, all the work is easy, and id get a 1/2 day of school every wednesday, yeah that fucking rocks. my mom doesnt want me to miss out on highschool experience though but i really dont give a fuck about highschool. i cant wait till im out like woah on a stick.
CAROLINEEEEEEEEEEE..... CAROLINE. you need a calculater to divide, the time it takes to look inside and realizeeeeeeeeeee.. wow some weirdo was singing that song today. it was pretty funny.
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[13 Apr 2004|06:34pm] |
All my hopes and all of my dreams
Everything falling in between
Seems to me that the memories
(They) mean more to you than they do to me.
Through the sky and into your eyes.
And I see everything falling in between
Sew the lips right into your smile.
I'm OK with faking this,
I'll fake everything just to slip your kiss.
If I'm a writer, and I'm a poet, I might love you,
But never show it
rawrawrawrawr dl this song. now.
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ahhhhahahahaha i have to go to therapy now ahhh 1st time. im peircing my lip tonight. hells yeah.
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[11 Apr 2004|02:43pm] |
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easter... great. i got white strips premium, 2 shirts-yuck- a belt made of fucking metal circles. hair crap and candy. why do they give me candy? when i asked them not too? urgh. well, im at my daddys and lisa-stepmom- is cooking a 22lb turkey. its fucking HUGE! biggest ive ever seen. and 12 lbs. of potatos. thats alot of food. im starving, dad made me eat cereal, and i gave it to the dog when he wasnt watching. See, i can do that, cause i dont like milk in my cereal. i took 2 more weight loss pills. i start my classes on wednesday at the gym!! i can go to any class anyday of the week. yes! this is gona rock. eck both my parents are going to my therapy meeting tomorrow. farewell.
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i went to walmart last night, and bought a calling card to call mikey and laxitives. mother went through my fucking purse anf found my recet and fucking flipped. woke me up at 9 in the morning after i was sick the whole night. she made me give all the laxitives to her, but i saved 3. woo. i hate that bitch.
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mikeys singing on the phone <333333333333333333333333333333333333 wow. i cant wait till we fuck.
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[08 Apr 2004|11:24pm] |
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i can paint my room any color.. what color should i choose? help please.
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one of my er "best" friends did something to me yesterday. you know what they did? they told the school about me cutting, purging, and not eating right. fuck that. i denied it all except cutting because the nurse had to fucking check my wrist and shit. Of course i have to go to thearapy right away, so they called my parents. Dad and mom picked one out equal distance between the houses. i guess this is good? eh? humph
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[03 Apr 2004|06:24pm] |
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it took a while but i did it. new layout. fuck yea
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[26 Mar 2004|01:15pm] |
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i fucking hate my mom.
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SELF EXAMINATION=PAIN. smoked yesterday. fell sleep in the tub again. i want to chop my body in half.
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i took a picture last night of the book "Prozac Nation" and my weed on top of it, cause im a loser. hah, but i made it my icon ^^ woo
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mom saw cuts, getting help, getting an evaluation, end.
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